As of late

Hello blogger! We meet again! Yes, it's been a long time since I blogged from here and I am sorry. I feel weid apologizing to a blog, but it's okay. Anyways, a lot has happened during the time I was gone. I'm finally a third year, technically..ahaha and I don't go to SDSU anymore. Sad, I know but it's my choice. I decided to go to National University to pursue nursing. I hope I made the right decision. My parent's actually said I could be an art major but, I want to try this nursing thing out first. If it doesn't work out, then you know what that means...hello bootcamp. But I won't give up that easily unless it's inevitable.

I think I left this blog on a depressing note the last time I blogged. Sorry about that, I'm actually fine now. Perfectly happy as ever! I don't want to remember why I was so unhappy so I deleted that blog. I realized that I feeling that way won't ever get me now where and I am just wasting my time. Although, I have built my walls high and thick and I think it has been broken down brick by brick by my boyfriend. A friend told me, that she has not seen me this happy in a while. It's not because I need to be in a relationship in order to be happy, I can do without. I finally realized there are more important things in life and you learn from the struggles and move on. It's pointless being unhappy all the time, especially when there is a world filled with exciting and new things to come by. Just enjoy whats in front of you, you know? Live it. Well anyways, my friend is happy for me, she knows everything I have been through and is really surprised with the progress I have made.

Anyways, I am not sure if I ever wrote about this. But I was on a dance team for a year! I made it! I'm really surprised I actually did it. I can write a ton about it but I already have. Yeah it's kind of late...and I am getting tired. I'll update more on my life hopefully more. I still want coffee even after drinking coffee.

And by the way, I'll be 20 next month. Good by teen years. I'm old.