Future

More and more I find myself imagining what if I actually made it into the nursing program. My family has been talking to me and saying that when I become one I will be rich and a doctor will marry me because I am 'pretty' or 'sexy'. I do not know if I should be insulted or flattered. They know I am in a relationship, from what I think and it jut upsets me that they have a subconscious standard for me. Sometimes I wonder if they want me to find someone I actually love or find someone who has money. I can honestly say from what it looks, it's all about makin money. Like money is greater than love. Does money make a person happy? Sure it does, but it's not love. I would rather be with someone I love and be happy rather than picturing my self with wealth and being with someone I don't want to be with. I love the feeling of being with someone and being happy, I just don't enjoy my family influencing and pressuring me to be with someone I don't think I ever want to be with. Things like these make me wonder about my aunties, do they really love their husband? Maybe it's the othe way around considering all the girls are the nurses and all the men are doing somethig else. Well, I don't know. I don't think my mom loves my dad but my dad sticks around for some reason, maybe he does love her but some of his other actions say otherwise. I just hope in the near future, whom ever I decide to be with and if I become a nurse or not and they are successful too We will both be happy.