There are upsides and downsides to missing you. I get sad when you are not here. Is that bad? I bet it is. But at least when we do see each other, I suppose it's more special, in a way.

Reality check. We're adults now. We're not immature teens who rush their life ahead of themselves, from what it looks like at least. We can potentially be together for a long time, I'm not making promises we will be married. But I know, my eyes are only set on you. And if things were to turn out different, I would want us to end mutually. I will not cheat and I will be faithful. If my mind changes, I'll be sure to let you know. It's only fair. I would not want to mess with your heart like how our exes did to us. It does not feel good and it only leads to sadness.

I don't know why I am being personal. I know when you read this, it's about you. I just want to say, I am glad you are in my life. I love you.