During my break I usually have my cigarette. I ran into my friend Kurt. He forgot I did smoke and that he bought me a pack when I was 15. Anyways, we found out we went to the same school and it came as a surprise. We know each other from church and we have been friends for about 10 years? Maybe even more. The church community is somewhat close so we all know each other. We both exchanged our majors and he had told me that he never knew I would pursue nursing. Like it was not for me, he knew my passion for the arts because that is what he knew me as. He knew from a long as he can remember that I was always interested into photography and illustration. He figured I was not doing it for myself and trying to make others happy except myself. I think he actually saying something and remembering something I do for love just surprised me. And made me reflect about myself. Like I have heard from people around me to do what makes mr happy. But actually hearing it from a friend who had not seen me in years it is different because he knew that certain aspect of me. Yeah he is right that I honestly don't want to be a nurse and wake up every morning not wanting to go to a job I despise, but I still want to do it. I am just being realistic with myself. He told me I can be realistic doing what I want to do but it is jut hard. I know everything he is saying is correct. I think I am just afraid of my future. I will be happy. It was nice seeing him though it has been a whole since the last time I have seen him. He and I also spoke about our faith. We both strayed away from it and mine it will come back to us. It is weird he and I were really active. He played Jesus in our church play as well as I played an adultress women together. It's honestly really crazy the amount of years we have known one another. Never thought we would end up going to the same school. Anyways, sorry if there are typos an auto correct words. I am on um iPhone in class right now.