It's as though my post keep getting even more depressing as I write. Maybe it's just a hard time in my life right now. Everyday seems to get harder and harder. I want to be able to wake up in the morning and not have to worry about my mom, dad, school, money, and even insecurities about myself. It's weird how I thought my new section of my blog would be completely far away from depressing. But it's slowly getting there. I feel pathetic.