Optimistic

Pessimistic

I am so depressing nowadays. I don't get it. I am trying to look on the brighter side of things but it ultimately fails in the end. Anyways, last night was my birthday party at my friends house. I'll post pictures soon when I am not lazy to upload. But it was fun, naturally I got intoxicated, since it was for me. I really had fun but the after affects are terrible. I don't think I want to drink for a while, I don't get why I do. I have not found a drink I actually liked but I found one that I can handle which is UV Blue. Anyways, it was a great night I enjoyed it, I would want to do it again if I could.

As of lately, my boyfriend and I have been together for like 9 months I think? He recently got hired at Costcos distribution center. I'm happy for him, but I realized that our boyfriend girlfriend time has been cut short now. And I really dislike changes in my normal routine. But it has to be done. Maybe, it's a good thing? I try to see what I can gain from things I really don't like as of present. Maybe I can focus on hanging out with other people and finding my own job as well as hanging out with family. But I don't know. I'm just weird right now.

This heat is annoying its making my hair bigger. I can't wait until Autumn.